I have to write about my day because I haven’t been this happy in so long. I haven’t been so thankful for meeting someone that listens to all the little things that I talk about randomly. I haven’t been so thankful to meet someone that takes so much time out to make me happy in the simplest way ever. I haven’t been so thankful to have met you, so I have to write this out so when I look back at this on my tumblr (not like I will ever forget it), but it’s just something I have to write down on my tumblr.
So my day started off when I texted him good morning. My usual good morning. After my first last ended at around 9 A.M. I met up with @wilsonhoooi and I told Wilson to text him happy valentine’s day since they created this really cute bromance together and I thought it’d be cute. So he did and he didn’t answer me until I had my 2nd class with wilson. The entire lecture, they were texting each other on my phone. Of course, if you see the text between them you could tell they created this insanely cute bromance that I acted as if I was jealous, but it made me really happy to have him be close and comfortable with one of my friends. Anyways, he texted wilson on my phone telling me to text him when I got out of class, which was at 12:25. So after class, I texted him telling him that we were out and then he called me. I was like “Hello?” and he told me, “I was suppose to be at your school by the time you got out of class, but I got into traffic so I’ll be 10 minutes late. Do you want to wait for me?” and I was like “of course” and we hung up. Wilson started to make fun of me going “OMG YOU’RE GETTING ALL GIDDY AND YOU’RE BLUSHING OMG CASSIE. I TOLD YOU HE WAS GOING TO COME AND PICK YOU UP” Omg. I have never been so giddy and happy before. So he called me and told me he was at Lexington and 24th, so I walked out with wilson and we went to meet him. Then wilson left us because wilson had to go to main to go to work. Then when wilson left, he handed me this bag of godiva chocolate strawberries. The funny thing was that on Tuesday he took me to the mall with him to pick it out when he said it was for his mom. But he lied to me. And me being so oblivious didn’t even realize it. I’ve been wanting chocolate covered strawberries since forever and I have never been so happy. Then he handed me a bouquet of roses, but they weren’t generic red roses, they were my favorite color roses. I have never received roses in my life and this was the first time I ever did. I was soooo happy and extremely dying inside because they were in my favorite color. Then as we were driving out the city, I thought we were just going to come back to queens get a quick bite and whatnot, but he was going a weird way and I didn’t know where he was going. So the entire time I was bugging him to tell me and he was like “I’M NEVER DOING A SURPRISE FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU ASK A BILLION QUESTIONS” but I just wanted to know, I was so happy and excited. We ended up at the Aqueduct and I was like “Are we here to gamble my money away?!” and he goes “You wanted a buffet, you been asking for it, so I’m giving it to you.” Do you understand how often I talk to him about all the things I want and all the things I hope for? Basically anything in this world I have spoken to him about and he has remembered this little things that he is doing for me right now. My heart was meltingggggg. So we go into the Aqueduct and I was just SOOO EXCITED TO EAT. I just wanted to eat. LOL So after we ate, we went to stroll around the casino and I played some slots. Of course I lost all my money and as you can see, I won 16 fucking cents. So sad, but it was fun being there and being with him. LOL It was a little sad seeing my money go down the drain so fucking fast, but being there with him made me extremely happy. Then after that, we drove back and we come to my house and I didn’t want him to leave me.
So we were outside my house then I told him, lets play pool before your class. I don’t want you to leave me yet. Just as we decided my parents come home and I went in the house to drop off everything. My mom was like “he bought you flowers and chocolate strawberries?” and I was like, “yeah he did” and she goes “You’re happy with him aren’t you” and I told her “We aren’t together, but I am happy with him. I really do like him.” and she was like “I can tell” and she smiled. She approves! My mom is always hesitant with the guys I like until she meets them, but my mom hasn’t met him really, but she approves and I can tell she has no problem with him. So does my stepdad which was evident long time ago when we spoke before. So we go to the pool hall and play for like an hour about, then we leave and he dropped me home.
So now I’m home. Finishing up his surprise. I ate one of my strawberries and it was DELICIOUS. I loved it. My flowers are in my room now, looking gorgeous and amazing.
Today was by far the most amazing day I have ever had and I wouldn’t change it for the world. I have never been so happy. I have never been so thankful to have him in my life. I have never felt so appreciated and cared for and spoiled in so long that this feeling seems like it’s a dream, but it’s not. I don’t want this feeling to leave. I don’t want him to leave.
I don’t want nothing more than to be his.
Happy Valentine’s Day, thank you for making this day memorable for me and for doing everything you did for me today.
February 14 2013.