February 2012
I got accepted into University at Buffalo :’). Still waiting on Geneseo..
When someone does you wrong or things fall out, you look at them different. You look at them and think they are so ugly because they’ve hurt you. You look at them and think they don’t understand how I feel and it’s disgusting to watch them go on with their lives. But it’s weird, I don’t look at you any different. I still look at you just as how I looked at you when we...
Well, you seem to be doing perfectly fine without...
staceeymarie:
When no one was there for you, I was. Now that you’re back on your feet, you can’t even take a second to message me. I mean that much to you?
I don't want to get attached to anyone anymore.
I think I might go get my tattoo on Thursday ! :).
Out to paintball with Bayside heads! YAY :)
mdre:
The best way to keep the stress away is to talk to someone who really cares about you. Someone you know that’ll actually help you thru’ it all and not just be there to listen. Life starts to becoming easier once you break thru’ all barriers of insecurities you may have of yourself. If you can talk it out, you can work it out.
each second i think im at my lowest point
austin-alika:
then i think of you and it’s like my lowest point just got lower.
I hate people who get into my business. Like today everyone was up in my shit and I couldn’t fucking deal with it. I don’t even talk to you like that, WHY ARE YOU UP IN MY BUSINESS. I swear, good thing Rodney was there to make sure I wasn’t letting bitches ruin my night. He deadass kept me relaxed for the last hour of my shift. Thank goodness. Regardless, people kept butting into...
I don’t feel like going through my dashboard because I don’t feel up to it. I don’t feel like doing anything. My mind lately has been so out of it. I don’t even feel like myself anymore. lol.
I can’t miss you. It’s not right.
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I’ve got some issues that nobody can see, and all these emotions are pouring out of me.
ohsnapitsjackie:
I feel like once a friendship is broken for whatever reason, it can never be put back together. You can try to rekindle what you once had, but no matter how hard you try it’s never gonna be the same as the start. All you’re left to work with is broken trust and hard feelings, and inevitably there will come a point when eventually there is nothing left.
People are given so many opportunities to make things better, to fix the mistakes they made. Instead, people take those opportunities as more chances to make mistakes, never to fix what they have already caused.
Don’t worry about me, I can handle my own.
I think I’m going to go where Patty went to get his tattoo to get mine done, I don’t feel like waiting until April.
I’m really hoping to find an apartment within the next year so I can move out.
I’m so broke it makes me SOOOOOOO mad. My family pisses me off. Everyone is pissing me off. I’m deadass about to go MIA from the world. So fed up with this.
Why the hell are you so complicated? Like I’m just trying to understand you and be there for you, but you make it so fucking difficult. I can’t wait to yell at you tonight. Just saying.
MY PAYCHECK NEEDS TO GET DEPOSITED IN MY ACCOUNT LIKE NOW.
WHY DO I GET PAID ON A THURSDAY, WHY IS IT ONLY A SUNDAY.
I feel like people that meet me always have an agenda. Like some people meet me to get to know others. Or to use me, or to just get with me. Never to just meet me just to get to know me. So I never really trust people, because I feel like in the end they will just all leave me.
janineds:
“I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. We spend too much time over analyzing, over thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down. So much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed; and never get a chance to look up from the...
Those 3’s that JR Smith just made, gorgeous. LOL.
@josh6one8, your son doing work ! I STILL REMEMBER ROFL.
“People will forget what you have did or done, but they will never forget how you...”
– Tyga (via maggiebaaby)
Anonymous asked: i cant like or reblog any of your posts :(
I really do trust you with everything in my life. I’m in such a mess right now and I feel like I can’t find the right person to talk to. It would be easier if we still spoke, but we don’t so it’s hard for me to get what I need to get out of my system. I really did break my walls down for you and I don’t regret that.
All of my acceptances makes me happy and makes me really proud of myself, but I realize I’m only thinking about getting accepted into Macaulay. I think if I get into Macaulay I will forever be proud of myself.
People need to realize that I’m not the type to open up. Your biggest mistake in ever trying to get close to me is prying. If you pry, I pull away even more. Just saying.
Anonymous asked: but don't you think it's kinda wrong?
I fucking hate emotions.
Anonymous asked: is it weird that i feel uncomfortable whenever i get close to someone? even if it's like a regular friend, i get this uncomfortable feeling and after a while, i just don't want to talk to them anymore.. i feel bad but it's just how i feel. it's not like i mean to make them feel like they did anything wrong... it just kind of happens that way.
I JUST GOT ACCEPTED INTO CITY COLLEGE. OMG. :’).